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hmm .. am i feeling this coz i dont want to upset her? finally get my chance to go out with a chick?
but i know what im like.. iknow who I am.. and i dont do relationships..
no.idont. i cant..
so what am i doing. what do i hope for.. will iever change. can i change now? do i want to. is she the right person for me to change myself for? is anyone?
could i stop messin about.. goin out and trying ti on with 80% of ppl i meet? is it possible.. do i want to? would i ever want to?
its fun..i enjoy it..its easier.. safer?
shes so cute lying there with the duvet up to her chin.. i just wanna touch her hair..move it off her face..
im gettin as soppy as her.. well,ok.not quite.. but it feels like i could.. I dont like being here.. not having even met her yet and Im doing the whole thinknig about a relationship thing. she says she knows what im like but seems like shed be up for it if it happened? i dunno.. i think she's on the rebound.. guess we'll see?
but i know what im like.. iknow who I am.. and i dont do relationships..
no.idont. i cant..
so what am i doing. what do i hope for.. will iever change. can i change now? do i want to. is she the right person for me to change myself for? is anyone?
could i stop messin about.. goin out and trying ti on with 80% of ppl i meet? is it possible.. do i want to? would i ever want to?
its fun..i enjoy it..its easier.. safer?
shes so cute lying there with the duvet up to her chin.. i just wanna touch her hair..move it off her face..
im gettin as soppy as her.. well,ok.not quite.. but it feels like i could.. I dont like being here.. not having even met her yet and Im doing the whole thinknig about a relationship thing. she says she knows what im like but seems like shed be up for it if it happened? i dunno.. i think she's on the rebound.. guess we'll see?