Take me away.. I'm gonna hurt somebody..

[ebonyvampyre]

here again..

u know if im posting im either ridiculously happy or im ranting again and its more often than not the latter..

so here's another moany entry...

:(

Dont even know what im moaning about..
just feeling all meh again..
like i thought something was happening..
maybe I as getting close to something that had a bit of meaning in it..
but i dont think so..
still single and having "fun"

I hate that my relationship status is such a big part of my life..
theres just not much else to think about..
work..family.friends..
going back to uni soon so that'll keep me busier.

Doubt i'll get down to glasgow much after september seeing as i'll be at uni during the week & prob be working at the weekend.

we'll see..
i guess its something Ive always had to deal with..
hey, I wanted to leave..
i wanted to be independant and move out of home..
and its good...
I just didnt realise how far away I was..

Im getting paid on friday so Im hoping i'll be mor sensible with money now..
I have a big bredit card bill to pay off :/
not fun,but i'll start getting my loan again next month, so that'll help..
more money to pay back..fun..

id be annoyed if I had the will to care..
im just sorta..blank just now...
Why dont things ust work..
Even i u think somethings going well..
it never is..
its just a big lie..
pretending..
its baws..
i hate this sometimes..

I keep having weeeeiird dreams..
sometimes theres ppl i know in them,sometimes randoms..
they're always strange..

im away...
im bored..
im always fucking bored..
*sighs*