Aug 22, 2008 16:11
I didn't get called back, and normally that wouldn't be too bad with a musical of this size, but they also called back the ensemble. I'm thinking that I'm not going to get into this show. I want to be in a musical SO bad!
I was trying not to cry, but that didn't happen. I saw Natalie as soon as I got to school this morning in front of the call back list. She was so nice and sweet. She's upset and sad that i didn't get called back. She told me that it was my type, the type they have me as here, little girl, and there are no little girls in this show. She told me that I did a good job at the audition, and that when I get out of here I'll probably always have work and work more than most of those people who got called back.
Ali came in all compassionate too, and that made me cry again. She's so sweet. She's going to help me get better with my soprano and nerves. She told me that I'm one of the most professional people here in this department, I've always got my stuff together and i'm always prepared.
It's not fair that they can't see the adult type in me, because I can do it!
Anyway, I'm going to cry it out of my system,
Emmy