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And then one day things were significantly worse yet better.
Drama keeps popping up in my life. Drama that does not even make sense to me. Drama that needs to stop and will stop the second the semester ends.
But I'm handling it much better. I'm not sure if I have friends anymore. It's kind of a weird feeling. I keep running into people from my past and thinking that maybe they could be my friend now, because they were my friend before. I'm not sure that it'll work that way.
I'm not looking for a relationship right now, but I find myself missing the attention it brings. Someone to bring you coffee, someone to be your person. I keep asking RJ if he's still my person, he says yes, but I don't want him to be my person anymore.
I don't know what I want anymore.
I just want to go home.
Drama keeps popping up in my life. Drama that does not even make sense to me. Drama that needs to stop and will stop the second the semester ends.
But I'm handling it much better. I'm not sure if I have friends anymore. It's kind of a weird feeling. I keep running into people from my past and thinking that maybe they could be my friend now, because they were my friend before. I'm not sure that it'll work that way.
I'm not looking for a relationship right now, but I find myself missing the attention it brings. Someone to bring you coffee, someone to be your person. I keep asking RJ if he's still my person, he says yes, but I don't want him to be my person anymore.
I don't know what I want anymore.
I just want to go home.