Jan 19, 2011 21:33
Pretty much sums up how I feel about someone who used to be really important to me who I 'lost' recently.
Give me one reason not to hate all that I see when I look at you.
I never thought that this is where we'd stand today,
But for the life of me I can't find a reason to forgive.
I'm letting go and now I'm using both free hands to bury this, to lay our past to rest.
I'm sorry, I've given up on you.
I want it back, all the faith I put in you.
You let it rust beyond repair.
And I can't help but smile when I think of all you've lost.
You've lost.
The only blood between us is bad blood.
[The Only Blood Between Us - Go It Alone]
It speaks volumes to me and my current situation. I thought I was getting over the betrayal but then I saw her when I was out and about the other day and it took all of my self control not to jump out of the car and punch her right in the face. I guess I still have a long way to go.
On a positive note, I am off to Melbourne tomorrow, going to a friend's wedding and staying for a week of catch ups, noms and shopping. I <3 Melbourne so hard and I can't wait to move there!
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