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I wish you could read these words...I saw you in the hall the other day..and nearly broke...not because I want you back or you don't want me but because...we can't even speak to each other..I miss you...I miss your jokes..and the way you used to torture me...if you could only read these words:
Deep down, I wish I could hate you, but I can't. I can't hate you for not loving me anymore than I could hate myself for loving you because I believe that you wanted to fall for me. I've seen your eyes searching mine enough times to know that you tried. But, the human heart is a funny thing: it can't be told when and where to fall in love. You're a good person who has always tried to do the right thing... and when the feelings weren¡¯t there, the right thing was to let me go. I just wish that made it hurt less and not more
I may not love you this way anymore..but that doesn't mean I don't love you or think about you everyday..and wonder and worry how your doing in life...if only you could read these words...
Deep down, I wish I could hate you, but I can't. I can't hate you for not loving me anymore than I could hate myself for loving you because I believe that you wanted to fall for me. I've seen your eyes searching mine enough times to know that you tried. But, the human heart is a funny thing: it can't be told when and where to fall in love. You're a good person who has always tried to do the right thing... and when the feelings weren¡¯t there, the right thing was to let me go. I just wish that made it hurt less and not more
I may not love you this way anymore..but that doesn't mean I don't love you or think about you everyday..and wonder and worry how your doing in life...if only you could read these words...