Oct 26, 2015 10:52
Good morning LJ
It has been a while since I took the time to write but I definitely thought I would write this morning. Let me just take some time to get some things off of my chest. First of all, Alana started working with me last week I was really excited because I got to sleep in late and I was even more excited that she knew how to work the Hoyer lift. But my late mornings have come to a end, because Alana was in an accident on Friday. So now I am back to the regular scheduled programming that is my life. I am approaching the end of DR 752-16. This DR has been very challenging due to the fact that my supervisor:
cannot hear me on the telephone. I am not really sure what the problem was because no one has complained about hearing before. Anyway today makes 14 days that I have on the DR and I am happy that my time on the DR's is coming to a close. I will finally have an evaluation for the DR completed (I need to find out if I can still get a DR completed for my first deployment)
In other news, Travis is being a real ass right now. Since coming back from Atlanta, I have realize that things are different between him and I. between him and I . I realize that he was having car trouble while I was in Atlanta, but I did not realize that his car troubles would last this long. It is very difficult to have a conversation with him when he is riding in the car with someone who is just as perverted as he sometimes can be. To make a long story short, I am not comfortable talking with him these days because everything seems to be about sex. Atlanta may be my fault in a lot of ways but the Travis I used to know would not have let me travel to Atlanta by myself.
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The Travis that I know would have been there for me and would have not let me travel to Atlanta by myself. It's not that I needed him in Atlanta(or so I thought) I wanted him there more than anything we haven't spent any time together in two months and I guess to be honest that may be okay with Travis. Being in Atlanta has taught me so much about myself and my relationship. I am up early today and that is going to give me some time to get some things done and focus on me. That's all for now.