Jan 02, 2005 21:00
i remember new years eve my freshemen year
i had just got back from mexico and i was upset becasue i wanted to see gary (my boyfriend) but it didnt seem like it was going to happen at the time. a really good friend of mine i guess heard that i would be spending new years home alone so he stopped by to say happy new years. he gave me a hug and sat on the couch with me and we talked about almost evrything.
i also remember when there was bad news concerning my so called relationship. i was cheated on and this same friend called me at 3 am to tell me and sit on the fone with me while i cried. he then helped me break up with him and made me laugh back to sleep
this same guy has always been behind me and has made me smile through the halls. although our friendship faded i still loved this guy.....id see him in the halls and hed yell out "movie star!".
this same guy was killed this weekend. and will be missed by even those who only got a glance into his world
rest in peace
and i hope and pray that savon is okay....
really makes all the petty bullshit seem horrible...i dont care about my dramas i dont care about the wait of getting a car or weather or not i had fun on new years...how could anyone care about those things when someone like frankie mead will never have the chance to care about those kind of things again.
thats all