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i repel
i drive away
but first i lure with some false quality that fools people
i become so entrapped in the relationship or friendship at hand that i grow to ineve and oblivious to the fact that i am merely forcing someone to love me.
this is just what i do and this is the answer to my question of why this happens
its my fault. i trust to easily i fall to quickly and i beleive through anything that i deserve the friendship i have been handed. but friendships rnt easy and we should work on them, but u can only work on something u cherish or find worth it....tells me something
im a door mat,
im a 99cent doormat from the gas station, the temporary ones that u can throw away after a party, when the guests the food and the fun is gone, im the welcome mat that has been walked all over a few too many times, but knowing th rediculous cry baby i have inside...nothing will change
i hate this!
i drive away
but first i lure with some false quality that fools people
i become so entrapped in the relationship or friendship at hand that i grow to ineve and oblivious to the fact that i am merely forcing someone to love me.
this is just what i do and this is the answer to my question of why this happens
its my fault. i trust to easily i fall to quickly and i beleive through anything that i deserve the friendship i have been handed. but friendships rnt easy and we should work on them, but u can only work on something u cherish or find worth it....tells me something
im a door mat,
im a 99cent doormat from the gas station, the temporary ones that u can throw away after a party, when the guests the food and the fun is gone, im the welcome mat that has been walked all over a few too many times, but knowing th rediculous cry baby i have inside...nothing will change
i hate this!