More than Words [one-shot]
Title: More than Words
Author: misswoodihut
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff/ Romance
Summary: Jun just woke up and was having a silly monologue listening to Mao-chan's early morning voicemail.
Disclaimer: Johnny & Associates and Seventh Avenue gets all the profit. I'm just a girl messing their personal lives, fictionally XD
Notes: At last, something came out of my overly drained brain yesterday after all the Buzzer Beat hype I had. After all, I kinda felt guilty of not doing anything for this pair for a while *giggles*. I hope it didn't come out so mushy. It's been a long time since I wrote a fiction of this length. I kinda experimented with my style here. I hope you all like it. ♥
PLAY.
Um..hello... It's me.
How are you? Are you awake already? Well then, good morning. I tried calling you yesterday but you were not answering your phone so here's my voicemail for now. Probably you already fell asleep after hours of filming Arashi TV programs and rehearsing for the Kokuritsu concerts. Otsukaresama deshita.
I was waiting for your call all day. Baka.
I am sorry. Ano... I can't keep my promise to call you earlier yesterday. I was not able to negotiate the schedule with my manager and thus I became very busy. So yesterday, we still went on filming that special drama for this autumn. It was a rush so I was kinda nervous cause I forgot a couple of my lines. But staff and the crew were all nice. The weather was so hot at the filming location at Chiba but they were so considerate in giving me lots of water and ice packs. They even gave me a pint of Haagen Dazs ice cream.
Excuses, excuses...I was always looking at my inbox and you didn't even send me an email yesterday. You really worship and exchanged me for your ice creams, do you?
It's really hard to work on a summer season ne. You always have to battle with the scorching heat. Such a poor thing cause I have to wear uncomfortable long -sleeved autumn clothes at this kind of weather. Kinda missed our Hanadan filming days during winter. We can even play with the cool snow and never have to worry about sweating or anything.
Yeah. But you still slip walking on the snow even with your winter shoes on. You careless woman.
But yeah, it's been days since we last met. I know we are both busy with our commitments. I'm a bit tired really but that email you sent me the other day lifted my actress spirit's up. I know we can both do it. You, conquering the stage at Kokuritsu with Arashi and mine, giving out my best performance for my future movies and dramas. By the way, the message is full of emoticons, so cute.
Yes. It's our mutual plan right? Matsumoto Jun and Inoue Mao conquering the entertainment world. Sounds nice, isn't it?
Ano...I remember that day. Was it a Wednesday or a Thursday? You suddenly called me and asked if I was free cause your rehearsal was cancelled. Good thing, my schedule was cancelled too that day. My manager told me the location was not yet available so I just stayed at home. I think it was fate.
We're fated, dear.
That time, I thought you'll just be coming over my apartment and we'll watch some DVD's together. I was kinda surprised when you actually asked me out on a date on a sunny morning like that. You see, I can only count on my fingers those times that you asked me to go out with you. Usually it's at some bar nearby or at the park, and they're always past midnight. We always spend our time together indoors, it's either at your place or mine.
You see, we're like vampires, Mao-chan. Makes me want to borrow that Twilight thing from Sho's sister. They might care for a Japanese adaptation, in case.
After a few minutes, you arrived at my place to fetch me. I still vividly remember your look that day. You were looking handsome in that blue top and faded jeans. But seeing that beanie on your head and that black sunglasses dangling in your pocket sent shivers down my spine. I thought this must be another day of adventure for us ne. Good thing you were armed, cause as for me, I was barely prepared.
Nanka, we soon drove out and you told me you want to walk somewhere. But I nearly froze out when you say it's Shibuya. Really, sometimes you're crazy.
Haha! I nearly laugh out when you screamed "Eh?!" and I saw your shocked face. Too bad, I didn't capture that face on my phone. It would be such a good screensaver.
But somehow, the uneasiness and fear faded away in me in an instant. As we walked along that street, with all the endless stream of people there, the minute you took my hand, it assured me that at least for now, everything will be ok.
Yes, your hand, I don't know. But that time, it was so cold. Were you really that afraid?
We went to this pet shop and saw this very cute dog that you even considered buying to be your pet. You see, Hug-chan's looking for a canine friend already. We also scoured a lot of shops. We ate ice creams. We talked and laughed nonstop. We stared at people's faces. We walked and walked until our feet became tired of it. We enjoyed the weather, the day, everything. I was so happy. Very happy.
You're so cute when you laugh at my silly jokes, never knowing that all of them we're just paraphrased from Aiba's. You don't seem to care though.
But in the end, we failed. A couple of girls who seemed to recognize us soon came our way. But you're so silly. You still took my hand and we managed to hide from them. God, all that running we have to do, it was so tiring.
You're such a slow brat. But you love the experience, do you?
You see Jun-kun, ano...I was really nervous of every possible thing that might happen. I don't know if it was a stupid decision for me to agree with you that day, but you made me realize that I have no reason to regret it. Somehow, I felt this different kind of happiness in me. We're not a typical couple, I admit. But to see that we can do these little things even at such conspicious hour and place made me realize that it was all worth it. I love it.
Mao...
Nanka,...um yeah. I don't know. Probably, it was better if I didn't answer your feelings a year ago. If I just ignored your advances and Shun's biased advices, I will not be here talking nonsense to your voicemail right now. But it was all too late. It was all a conspiracy and I fell for it. But don't worry, I don't feel bad about it.
Of course, I asked his help. He's my right hand ally. You were just so stubborn. You kept going away from me everytime.
Actually, ano..it's the opposite. At first, I thought you're not really serious with me cause you're an idol. I might be just another woman you fancy that moment. Probably I am crazy in a way too cause I soon fell into your trap. People around me were telling it's not worth it. They say things will never work out for us no matter how hard we do. But you proved them wrong. Me too.
I admit, being with you is such a hard thing. You're different, but in a special way. I remember this Noh play I watched when I was still a college student in Meiji. You're like that character who has to wear a lot of masks to convey his different feelings to the audience. You're so similar to that. You're a man made of different expressions. You bring smiles to people with your energetic aura up to the expense of hiding your true self. It might be an exaggeration but you already own a lot of women's hearts of this country. But then yet, why me?
You see Mao-chan, I only want your heart. You might be so careless but you're pure and true. You're the only one who has the privilege to see the true Matsumoto Jun. No one else.
So yeah, I kept wondering why does it all have to happen. But you see, everything fell into place when I met you. There must be some reason why we are in this. I don't know why I am telling all these things to you. Probably cause I can't see you right now and for the times we've been together, I haven't opened up myself to you. People tell me I'm good at hiding my emotions but I guess in your case, I have to voice it out once in awhile. Good thing you're not beside me, or else you'll see how I'm so embarassed and ashamed of myself right at this very moment. My cheeks are so hot right now.
God, you silly sweet woman! Stop the modesty for being honest just this once. I wanna hug you so bad. Why are you telling me these sweet things at such an early hour like this. I wanna kiss you right now. Damn, where the hell are you right now? You're such a sadist.
But I wanted to see you so bad. I hate to admit it but I miss you much. I think you're laughing inwardly right now but I don't care. Fortunately I made it easier for you. I think by the time you hear this meassage, I'll be at your place, probably at the living room right now, curling up in your sofa, sleeping. So yeah, I really don't know how you'll react to this. I'm sorry for being such a silly girlfriend. Well then, see you when I wake up. Bye.
STOP
Author: misswoodihut
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff/ Romance
Summary: Jun just woke up and was having a silly monologue listening to Mao-chan's early morning voicemail.
Disclaimer: Johnny & Associates and Seventh Avenue gets all the profit. I'm just a girl messing their personal lives, fictionally XD
Notes: At last, something came out of my overly drained brain yesterday after all the Buzzer Beat hype I had. After all, I kinda felt guilty of not doing anything for this pair for a while *giggles*. I hope it didn't come out so mushy. It's been a long time since I wrote a fiction of this length. I kinda experimented with my style here. I hope you all like it. ♥
PLAY.
Um..hello... It's me.
How are you? Are you awake already? Well then, good morning. I tried calling you yesterday but you were not answering your phone so here's my voicemail for now. Probably you already fell asleep after hours of filming Arashi TV programs and rehearsing for the Kokuritsu concerts. Otsukaresama deshita.
I was waiting for your call all day. Baka.
I am sorry. Ano... I can't keep my promise to call you earlier yesterday. I was not able to negotiate the schedule with my manager and thus I became very busy. So yesterday, we still went on filming that special drama for this autumn. It was a rush so I was kinda nervous cause I forgot a couple of my lines. But staff and the crew were all nice. The weather was so hot at the filming location at Chiba but they were so considerate in giving me lots of water and ice packs. They even gave me a pint of Haagen Dazs ice cream.
Excuses, excuses...I was always looking at my inbox and you didn't even send me an email yesterday. You really worship and exchanged me for your ice creams, do you?
It's really hard to work on a summer season ne. You always have to battle with the scorching heat. Such a poor thing cause I have to wear uncomfortable long -sleeved autumn clothes at this kind of weather. Kinda missed our Hanadan filming days during winter. We can even play with the cool snow and never have to worry about sweating or anything.
Yeah. But you still slip walking on the snow even with your winter shoes on. You careless woman.
But yeah, it's been days since we last met. I know we are both busy with our commitments. I'm a bit tired really but that email you sent me the other day lifted my actress spirit's up. I know we can both do it. You, conquering the stage at Kokuritsu with Arashi and mine, giving out my best performance for my future movies and dramas. By the way, the message is full of emoticons, so cute.
Yes. It's our mutual plan right? Matsumoto Jun and Inoue Mao conquering the entertainment world. Sounds nice, isn't it?
Ano...I remember that day. Was it a Wednesday or a Thursday? You suddenly called me and asked if I was free cause your rehearsal was cancelled. Good thing, my schedule was cancelled too that day. My manager told me the location was not yet available so I just stayed at home. I think it was fate.
We're fated, dear.
That time, I thought you'll just be coming over my apartment and we'll watch some DVD's together. I was kinda surprised when you actually asked me out on a date on a sunny morning like that. You see, I can only count on my fingers those times that you asked me to go out with you. Usually it's at some bar nearby or at the park, and they're always past midnight. We always spend our time together indoors, it's either at your place or mine.
You see, we're like vampires, Mao-chan. Makes me want to borrow that Twilight thing from Sho's sister. They might care for a Japanese adaptation, in case.
After a few minutes, you arrived at my place to fetch me. I still vividly remember your look that day. You were looking handsome in that blue top and faded jeans. But seeing that beanie on your head and that black sunglasses dangling in your pocket sent shivers down my spine. I thought this must be another day of adventure for us ne. Good thing you were armed, cause as for me, I was barely prepared.
Nanka, we soon drove out and you told me you want to walk somewhere. But I nearly froze out when you say it's Shibuya. Really, sometimes you're crazy.
Haha! I nearly laugh out when you screamed "Eh?!" and I saw your shocked face. Too bad, I didn't capture that face on my phone. It would be such a good screensaver.
But somehow, the uneasiness and fear faded away in me in an instant. As we walked along that street, with all the endless stream of people there, the minute you took my hand, it assured me that at least for now, everything will be ok.
Yes, your hand, I don't know. But that time, it was so cold. Were you really that afraid?
We went to this pet shop and saw this very cute dog that you even considered buying to be your pet. You see, Hug-chan's looking for a canine friend already. We also scoured a lot of shops. We ate ice creams. We talked and laughed nonstop. We stared at people's faces. We walked and walked until our feet became tired of it. We enjoyed the weather, the day, everything. I was so happy. Very happy.
You're so cute when you laugh at my silly jokes, never knowing that all of them we're just paraphrased from Aiba's. You don't seem to care though.
But in the end, we failed. A couple of girls who seemed to recognize us soon came our way. But you're so silly. You still took my hand and we managed to hide from them. God, all that running we have to do, it was so tiring.
You're such a slow brat. But you love the experience, do you?
You see Jun-kun, ano...I was really nervous of every possible thing that might happen. I don't know if it was a stupid decision for me to agree with you that day, but you made me realize that I have no reason to regret it. Somehow, I felt this different kind of happiness in me. We're not a typical couple, I admit. But to see that we can do these little things even at such conspicious hour and place made me realize that it was all worth it. I love it.
Mao...
Nanka,...um yeah. I don't know. Probably, it was better if I didn't answer your feelings a year ago. If I just ignored your advances and Shun's biased advices, I will not be here talking nonsense to your voicemail right now. But it was all too late. It was all a conspiracy and I fell for it. But don't worry, I don't feel bad about it.
Of course, I asked his help. He's my right hand ally. You were just so stubborn. You kept going away from me everytime.
Actually, ano..it's the opposite. At first, I thought you're not really serious with me cause you're an idol. I might be just another woman you fancy that moment. Probably I am crazy in a way too cause I soon fell into your trap. People around me were telling it's not worth it. They say things will never work out for us no matter how hard we do. But you proved them wrong. Me too.
I admit, being with you is such a hard thing. You're different, but in a special way. I remember this Noh play I watched when I was still a college student in Meiji. You're like that character who has to wear a lot of masks to convey his different feelings to the audience. You're so similar to that. You're a man made of different expressions. You bring smiles to people with your energetic aura up to the expense of hiding your true self. It might be an exaggeration but you already own a lot of women's hearts of this country. But then yet, why me?
You see Mao-chan, I only want your heart. You might be so careless but you're pure and true. You're the only one who has the privilege to see the true Matsumoto Jun. No one else.
So yeah, I kept wondering why does it all have to happen. But you see, everything fell into place when I met you. There must be some reason why we are in this. I don't know why I am telling all these things to you. Probably cause I can't see you right now and for the times we've been together, I haven't opened up myself to you. People tell me I'm good at hiding my emotions but I guess in your case, I have to voice it out once in awhile. Good thing you're not beside me, or else you'll see how I'm so embarassed and ashamed of myself right at this very moment. My cheeks are so hot right now.
God, you silly sweet woman! Stop the modesty for being honest just this once. I wanna hug you so bad. Why are you telling me these sweet things at such an early hour like this. I wanna kiss you right now. Damn, where the hell are you right now? You're such a sadist.
But I wanted to see you so bad. I hate to admit it but I miss you much. I think you're laughing inwardly right now but I don't care. Fortunately I made it easier for you. I think by the time you hear this meassage, I'll be at your place, probably at the living room right now, curling up in your sofa, sleeping. So yeah, I really don't know how you'll react to this. I'm sorry for being such a silly girlfriend. Well then, see you when I wake up. Bye.
STOP