Dec 02, 2006 17:56
Ugh, ugh ugh. So I woke up at 4:00 PM after a morning of total mindfuck and near-crying. I want to get over this, but she makes it so hard. She keeps calling, keeps saying she'll change, keeps promising what I know won't happen - Her words are so sweet to my ears, its like hearing the word "Cocaine" and going "HUH!?".
So I played World of Warcraft a while, stopped and all to talk with Mike, so she decides to call. Okay, to sound like nothing is wrong, thats shit. No spontaneity = DO NOT BE SPONTANEOUS. I barely know this girl anymore, and she assumes I know what she means by "hanging out" or "doing whatever". No, I do not know. Nor do I 100% trust her, or any woman. So she gets pissed at me repeating what she's said about her parents 589230653 times. So, she flips, turns it all on me so I look like the bad guy - Nope. :] I'm not. So I told her to fuck off and go to Hell, like everyone has been telling me to do. She's a liar, always will be. A cheater, always will be. An alcoholic, always will be.
Right now I am bored and am wanting some conversation(s). IM me or call me!
Love,
Andrew
XOXOXO