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I've been hurt again, but the pain is no longer there.
Things will mend I hope, I don't want to lose a friendship.
But things are hard, always will be.
I need my time this time, I know I can't move on like last time.
These are not ment to rime, just writing my thoughts.
Things are fucked, but its my fault as much as it is yours, more-so mine.
Just don't walk away, you're too good of a friend to just walk away.
Come out friday if you can, you need the fun, we all do.
We'll need to talk eventually, the sooner the better.
Mind you, recent events have me back at step one. Back to being the lost child that I was last time. But this time more angry for being so stupid. I know there was something there, but it was never strong enough to mean the change I would have liked. Now I'm just going to walk without a patch in life. I no longer know what I want or what I need. All I know is that I don't want this pain.
That's enough.
Things will mend I hope, I don't want to lose a friendship.
But things are hard, always will be.
I need my time this time, I know I can't move on like last time.
These are not ment to rime, just writing my thoughts.
Things are fucked, but its my fault as much as it is yours, more-so mine.
Just don't walk away, you're too good of a friend to just walk away.
Come out friday if you can, you need the fun, we all do.
We'll need to talk eventually, the sooner the better.
Mind you, recent events have me back at step one. Back to being the lost child that I was last time. But this time more angry for being so stupid. I know there was something there, but it was never strong enough to mean the change I would have liked. Now I'm just going to walk without a patch in life. I no longer know what I want or what I need. All I know is that I don't want this pain.
That's enough.