May 08, 2010 16:54
My life is incredibly boring and lame. I need to make some new friends, ones that like to go out to clubs or bars and have a little fun. I like Tom and Lysh but all they ever do is sit around in Toms basement and watch tv or watch him play a video game. I'm so tired of just sitting around, when I could be out having fun. My problem is that I dont know where to go, and I don't want to go alone. But I'm tired of sitting home alone doing nothing, or caving in and going to Toms place just to do the same thing.
I haven't seen David in a week, and then he tells me that hes busy hanging with his friends tonight. Which I guess is fine, its not like I'm telling him to choose over his friends, but he never thinks about including me. Its like he's keeping his friends and his personal life separate, and it doesn't occur to him that he could have both if he just bothered to include me. He even said last week he wanted to take me out drinking with him, but aparently not since he never asks me to tag along when he goes out. In fact, he's never even taken me anywhere, we always just sit around my place and watch tv and sometimes end up fooling around. That gets boring too. I feel like im just his booty call once a week.
I really need a change.