He's dishing up Smiles
Things have been happening... Good things, but things that make me think about what I've become and where I'm going.
Work has been great. I'm so happy that I got this job. I love the people that I work with. I love the fact that I get paid overtime if I work on Sunday. I love it all. I want to advance in this company and try to move into one of the Corp. Office or Travel Jobs when I'm ready to move back to the Seattle area. This week and the next week I've got 40 hours which makes me happy... Money money money coming in my way finally.
Over the past week or so, I've had a few different people tell me that I've been taking the breakup with Anthony too well. One of those people is a boy that I've got a new little crush on. This guy makes me feel good once more. Although it's just nice to have someone to talk to and be friends with again. That's where this thing is, although I do have something of an interest in him. He brings a smile to my face.
But he did say that I was taking the breakup too well and that he feared he's a rebound for me from that. Which isn't true. I think I have taken the breakup well, but I think that because it was a long time coming and I hadn't seen Anthony for 2 months already when he told me it was finally over. While it does leave me empty, it doesn't make me sad. Because he's doing what he needs to do to become happy with who he is, and for that I'm happy. It was time to let go and that's what he did, and that's where we are.
I get cable interent again this Saturday. Very exciting. I'll actually be able to have streaming videos from youtube or something along those lines. The DSL speeds here are just too slow for me, and I think that it's because the house is pretty far away from the hub/office or however that stuff works.
Hopefully the ISP will have ebetha as a username that I can use. Hehe... Odd... I just got bumped from yahoo aim, and msn.
Aim claims I was logged on to other locations... probably nothing... I'd hope... we'll see what goes on with that.
Anyway.... I think that things are turning out pretty well up here. I've been feeling better. Smiling more. Not feeling the Stress I used to, and overall don't feel like I want to die every few days. Good times.
Oh... And I can't stop listening to Pete Droge lately.
Work has been great. I'm so happy that I got this job. I love the people that I work with. I love the fact that I get paid overtime if I work on Sunday. I love it all. I want to advance in this company and try to move into one of the Corp. Office or Travel Jobs when I'm ready to move back to the Seattle area. This week and the next week I've got 40 hours which makes me happy... Money money money coming in my way finally.
Over the past week or so, I've had a few different people tell me that I've been taking the breakup with Anthony too well. One of those people is a boy that I've got a new little crush on. This guy makes me feel good once more. Although it's just nice to have someone to talk to and be friends with again. That's where this thing is, although I do have something of an interest in him. He brings a smile to my face.
But he did say that I was taking the breakup too well and that he feared he's a rebound for me from that. Which isn't true. I think I have taken the breakup well, but I think that because it was a long time coming and I hadn't seen Anthony for 2 months already when he told me it was finally over. While it does leave me empty, it doesn't make me sad. Because he's doing what he needs to do to become happy with who he is, and for that I'm happy. It was time to let go and that's what he did, and that's where we are.
I get cable interent again this Saturday. Very exciting. I'll actually be able to have streaming videos from youtube or something along those lines. The DSL speeds here are just too slow for me, and I think that it's because the house is pretty far away from the hub/office or however that stuff works.
Hopefully the ISP will have ebetha as a username that I can use. Hehe... Odd... I just got bumped from yahoo aim, and msn.
Aim claims I was logged on to other locations... probably nothing... I'd hope... we'll see what goes on with that.
Anyway.... I think that things are turning out pretty well up here. I've been feeling better. Smiling more. Not feeling the Stress I used to, and overall don't feel like I want to die every few days. Good times.
Oh... And I can't stop listening to Pete Droge lately.