Aug 19, 2006 21:19
Happy B-Day L-Cutie!
Lately I have found myself doing things that I would consider to be out of character. I don't think it's a bad thing. It's just something new. I can feel a lot of things changing in my life and as a result I am changing. Hopefully, it's for the better.
I think that I have learned that life is too short not to do everything you want. If you are always saving and waiting, you never know if today is going to be your last. It's not like you can take it with you. I have found that I am letting myself be more vulnerable, in a good way. If I am going to do something, I am not going to hold back. I guess I feel like if you don't give something all you have got, then what is it really worth? You might never be able to do that thing you were thinking of and then the opportunity could pass you by. That goes for work, school, life. With this whole business of getting into OSU, officially, I just feel like all of the work might pan out and accomplish something.
Also, there is something else going in the background. I have this urge to write. What, I don't really know. Maybe salt water and sand can be the catalyst. :)
Oh my gosh. You really can't ask for a better day. Wake up to basketball, fall asleep to basketball. FOOTBALL IS IN 13 DAYS. I am thankful to be so fortunate. Yes at times I am really frustrated, but that's really not what it's all about. When it's my turn, I will get mine. Don't you worry (gosh... I hope SOON tho.. grarr). But still and yet, that is truly the only thing I feel like I am lacking. All in time. Patience.. and two handed passes KSmith (WTF. I have never seen so many one handed passes in my life.. what happened to the fundamentals?!). Maybe Katie is just living on the edge, footloose and fancy free. Maybe I need to make more one handed passes myself. Fuck fundamentals, and just go all out. What is the worst thing that can happen?
Great moments come from great opportunity. I am one day closer to being completely fearless.