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Doing okay, I guess. Not particularly feeling much of anything, so I guess it's better than feeling depressed & such... okay, that's a lie. I'm anxious about school Thursday. I think this is the first time I'm not looking forward to it, mostly because of the whole deal with the group I hang out with turning out to be.. what would the word for that be? Shallow? Just have to wonder what they say about me when I'm not around (If they even notice when I'm not around). At least Branden, Pat & Kaveh are the uber awesome, but I swear, if I see the blonde girl from my old world history class again one of us is going to be strangled -_-;;; I'm starting to really dislike the majority of people my age.
*sniffle* And time talking with Alan is gonna be severely limited again. This time I won't even be able to just get off the phone and do my homework in the dark, thank you Spanish & bio. Probably won't really be able to update this thing much either, but that's obvious and I really don't care much. I'd much rather talk to Alan anyway... Figures that I don't actually ever talk much. I have to be the most boring human being ever. Don't hate me? I love him so much...
...Because he gives and he takes
The scars from her heart
Kept locked up in his room
He's setting her free
As he washes away her pain
Again and again
He sets her free
*sniffle* And time talking with Alan is gonna be severely limited again. This time I won't even be able to just get off the phone and do my homework in the dark, thank you Spanish & bio. Probably won't really be able to update this thing much either, but that's obvious and I really don't care much. I'd much rather talk to Alan anyway... Figures that I don't actually ever talk much. I have to be the most boring human being ever. Don't hate me? I love him so much...
...Because he gives and he takes
The scars from her heart
Kept locked up in his room
He's setting her free
As he washes away her pain
Again and again
He sets her free