Well Zippitidydo da!!!!
I was hung over earlier, but now I feel good. I think I just came out of another 3 week long depression slump today, I'm finding myself a little chipper now that its the weekend maybe. I sure am bored lately though, and I think I maybe found a job!!! Oh joy... hehehe anyways all is well today, I'm hope everyone else is ok. I haven't heard anything in SOMEbodies journal for a long time, I am disappointed but I know he's busy. What else to talk about...hmmmm I met a really cool guy from winnipeg on here, and we're both stoners, so now we both chat about retarded stuff, and its actually quite fun. I'm trying to meet more people, out of my not so big circle of friends.
A few weeks ago for a while straight there, I was putting some really rotten depressing stuff in here, because some stuff that was happening around me wasn't so great, and that really brought me down I think. I realized this week though, now that dans all done with the drugs, just how great of a guy he is, and how awesome he is to be around. Its just such a really great feeling to be in love with someone so special, and to want to spend the rest of your life with them. I really can't even describe it. I feel really bad actually for writing in here even, it makes me look like a bad person, and feel like one to write stuff like that bout someone I love. I guess that its just life though, and its a way to get stuff out in the open, which is always good when your hurting for someone to relate to. I realized when I'm hurt though I tend to turn to that one same person, and its really not fair to them to have me burdening it on them, for that I am sorry, you know who you are :) I love ya u know, and couldn't ask for a better friend. anyways, everyone have a good day, I might up date later this weekend, until then, HAVE A FUCKING GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!! YAY!!! YAYA!!!
A few weeks ago for a while straight there, I was putting some really rotten depressing stuff in here, because some stuff that was happening around me wasn't so great, and that really brought me down I think. I realized this week though, now that dans all done with the drugs, just how great of a guy he is, and how awesome he is to be around. Its just such a really great feeling to be in love with someone so special, and to want to spend the rest of your life with them. I really can't even describe it. I feel really bad actually for writing in here even, it makes me look like a bad person, and feel like one to write stuff like that bout someone I love. I guess that its just life though, and its a way to get stuff out in the open, which is always good when your hurting for someone to relate to. I realized when I'm hurt though I tend to turn to that one same person, and its really not fair to them to have me burdening it on them, for that I am sorry, you know who you are :) I love ya u know, and couldn't ask for a better friend. anyways, everyone have a good day, I might up date later this weekend, until then, HAVE A FUCKING GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!! YAY!!! YAYA!!!