<10 hours
Alright, i haven been writing since a very long time. I mean writing a proper blog post here on LJ.
Im gonna make this a quick one cos i really should have been in bed 2 hours ago damn it. Aright im gonna start work tomorrow. Yes this time its for real - my first real proper job... Not an internship no more.
Omg. This is it. The start of adulthood officially. Adulthood ushering me in with the first day of work. Its training so im abit worried i will be ridiculously sleepy tomorrow. Hopefully not.
Anyway i have been moody these few days - maybe im just panicking on how few days my holidays are left... oh well. Im in a particularly bad mood today, especially after hearing how all the big 4 girls were complaining about how no life they were. And how all the singles just bury themselves with work and no one gets hitched or picked up, how all the managers are desperadoes, how there are plenty of flirting around but no real dating going on. And how no one trusts each other or their colleagues because we are all working now.
ok wow oh yay. made me looked forward to work terribly. What a twist of attitude - from feeling ready and alittle excited to start work during sem 2 to now, feeling that slow-burn sense of feeling (that time is running out, like how u have no time for anything else after u start work, which is so damn true anyway gdi, I realised it too late i think... and wanting to grab hold of time and do all u can and want to, though its impossible.) Abd feeling solemn and forlorn and alone. Noooo i dun want relentless OT , but i dun wanna knock off at 6 everyday, it means ive no work and i should be panicking.
So either way, god bless me that my work is gonna be fine.
Alright, i shall stop worrying. Arhh see, i said i wanted to stop being a worrywort but i always forget. Alright lets just see how it goes. be excited for tmr!
and i will be back tmr for another entry again! see you my journal~
<10 hrs to official first day of work. ADIOS. wish me luck!
Im gonna make this a quick one cos i really should have been in bed 2 hours ago damn it. Aright im gonna start work tomorrow. Yes this time its for real - my first real proper job... Not an internship no more.
Omg. This is it. The start of adulthood officially. Adulthood ushering me in with the first day of work. Its training so im abit worried i will be ridiculously sleepy tomorrow. Hopefully not.
Anyway i have been moody these few days - maybe im just panicking on how few days my holidays are left... oh well. Im in a particularly bad mood today, especially after hearing how all the big 4 girls were complaining about how no life they were. And how all the singles just bury themselves with work and no one gets hitched or picked up, how all the managers are desperadoes, how there are plenty of flirting around but no real dating going on. And how no one trusts each other or their colleagues because we are all working now.
ok wow oh yay. made me looked forward to work terribly. What a twist of attitude - from feeling ready and alittle excited to start work during sem 2 to now, feeling that slow-burn sense of feeling (that time is running out, like how u have no time for anything else after u start work, which is so damn true anyway gdi, I realised it too late i think... and wanting to grab hold of time and do all u can and want to, though its impossible.) Abd feeling solemn and forlorn and alone. Noooo i dun want relentless OT , but i dun wanna knock off at 6 everyday, it means ive no work and i should be panicking.
So either way, god bless me that my work is gonna be fine.
Alright, i shall stop worrying. Arhh see, i said i wanted to stop being a worrywort but i always forget. Alright lets just see how it goes. be excited for tmr!
and i will be back tmr for another entry again! see you my journal~
<10 hrs to official first day of work. ADIOS. wish me luck!