teething issues
while my idols are making bank, my bank is bleeding ;;
what a nasty idea it is, to get my braces done AND also have my wisdom tooth extracted in the same year. Add that on to the fact that i really cannot wait to get a washing machine for my mother. PLUS, i need/want to go on a grad trip to korea this year too. Considering i have never traveled far away from home, and that i don't have a decent REAL (aka those samsonite or well maybe not branded luggages, but u get it, those real type luggage) luggage, my bank account is truly truly bleeding on MANY counts.
small expenditures should also include my guitar lessons and sewing lessons. and the misc that comes with it, buying tuner, capos, buying cloth, special needles, tracing paper vanguards etc.
then i need to remember i have been a frivolous spendthrift who has been recklessly spending her cash when she goes out. true i dont go out to shop often, but when i do, cue the sirens of the reckless shopper. BUT now i have set up a nice savvy expenses excel sheet. not gonna bleed my bank on reckless shopping anymore, no more!
i dint know braces were so ex. all expenses include, e whole braces package itself, extracting 4 premolars as well. sigh. and earlier on, i already paid consultation fees and x-ray plus mould charges to 2 other orthodontists. no im not anal, but one of them was just...unprofessional. he said i could get my braces on without extraction while 2 others said nooo, take out...4! yea its pain free and sounds good, but i wldnt bear with the pain of putting on a second set of braces if the first one looks nasty cos there simply isnt room for my teeth to shift out to. disappointment at the first, cost me a whopping 200+ bucks for e mould, x-ray, consultation. AND i had my head zapped by his ancient x-ray machine 4 times. UGH. i hate unnecessary radiation. zzz.
okay so i extracted my 2 premolars today. e pressure is really uncomfortable. the doct is real good, 4 jabs for 2 teeth, and 1 min of yanking each teeth and we are done. he's a pro im not gonna lie. it doesnt hurt at all. not during, nor after. at least i dun think this is pain, its just some really irritating pressure on my gums plus the nagging feeling that there are 2 gaping holes in my teeth. and being a somewhat paranoid person about certain aspects of my life, im like, worried about my blood clot.
its so irritating, my stomach is hungry but im just feeding it porridge. /pats. when e separators came i cldnt eat properly so it was porridge. during e case challenge, i was feeding it beef and red wine at late hours. then sch day and i ate normally. and tried to recover my weight cos i have been LOSING an AWFUL lot of weight. then after that i lost 2 teeth today and im feeding it porridge. the sad way it tries to change its dietary patterns, i feel sorry for poor lil tummy tum tum. im sorry and i hope its over soon so that i can feed u some good decent food soon and help add MOREEE meat on my poor skinny frame :( i was really appalled to realise my shorts were SO LOOSE on me, on week 1 of semester. usually i become fatter over the hols. SIGH.
im saddened by my loss of weight. troubled by my weight loss and ridiculous change in dietary habits. and blood clot always stay there okay, /sayangggg! and im also stressed that i have been settling everything but school, like going to buy cloth, practising guitar cos i suck at it and settling my toothy issues. :(( NOW GET DOWN TO WORK!!!
its tiring to pluck teeth u just feel like sleeping cos u jus wanna nurse those little wounds T.T i see those holes and bloodclots and im like, oh my poor mouth /sayang. as though it doesnt belong to me. i aint upset about pain cos there isnt any, i just feel guilty doing these things to my poor mouth, teeth n gums, as though they have a lifeform of their own. they just look...a little sad to me now.
lol. im kinda weird. alright. see you goodbye plenty to catch up tonight o dear!!
/sayang toothless gums. i hope u recover soon so i can eat anything i want happily soon. but meanwhile i will take goodcare of you okay, so bloodclots be good and stay in there! :D
what a nasty idea it is, to get my braces done AND also have my wisdom tooth extracted in the same year. Add that on to the fact that i really cannot wait to get a washing machine for my mother. PLUS, i need/want to go on a grad trip to korea this year too. Considering i have never traveled far away from home, and that i don't have a decent REAL (aka those samsonite or well maybe not branded luggages, but u get it, those real type luggage) luggage, my bank account is truly truly bleeding on MANY counts.
small expenditures should also include my guitar lessons and sewing lessons. and the misc that comes with it, buying tuner, capos, buying cloth, special needles, tracing paper vanguards etc.
then i need to remember i have been a frivolous spendthrift who has been recklessly spending her cash when she goes out. true i dont go out to shop often, but when i do, cue the sirens of the reckless shopper. BUT now i have set up a nice savvy expenses excel sheet. not gonna bleed my bank on reckless shopping anymore, no more!
i dint know braces were so ex. all expenses include, e whole braces package itself, extracting 4 premolars as well. sigh. and earlier on, i already paid consultation fees and x-ray plus mould charges to 2 other orthodontists. no im not anal, but one of them was just...unprofessional. he said i could get my braces on without extraction while 2 others said nooo, take out...4! yea its pain free and sounds good, but i wldnt bear with the pain of putting on a second set of braces if the first one looks nasty cos there simply isnt room for my teeth to shift out to. disappointment at the first, cost me a whopping 200+ bucks for e mould, x-ray, consultation. AND i had my head zapped by his ancient x-ray machine 4 times. UGH. i hate unnecessary radiation. zzz.
okay so i extracted my 2 premolars today. e pressure is really uncomfortable. the doct is real good, 4 jabs for 2 teeth, and 1 min of yanking each teeth and we are done. he's a pro im not gonna lie. it doesnt hurt at all. not during, nor after. at least i dun think this is pain, its just some really irritating pressure on my gums plus the nagging feeling that there are 2 gaping holes in my teeth. and being a somewhat paranoid person about certain aspects of my life, im like, worried about my blood clot.
its so irritating, my stomach is hungry but im just feeding it porridge. /pats. when e separators came i cldnt eat properly so it was porridge. during e case challenge, i was feeding it beef and red wine at late hours. then sch day and i ate normally. and tried to recover my weight cos i have been LOSING an AWFUL lot of weight. then after that i lost 2 teeth today and im feeding it porridge. the sad way it tries to change its dietary patterns, i feel sorry for poor lil tummy tum tum. im sorry and i hope its over soon so that i can feed u some good decent food soon and help add MOREEE meat on my poor skinny frame :( i was really appalled to realise my shorts were SO LOOSE on me, on week 1 of semester. usually i become fatter over the hols. SIGH.
im saddened by my loss of weight. troubled by my weight loss and ridiculous change in dietary habits. and blood clot always stay there okay, /sayangggg! and im also stressed that i have been settling everything but school, like going to buy cloth, practising guitar cos i suck at it and settling my toothy issues. :(( NOW GET DOWN TO WORK!!!
its tiring to pluck teeth u just feel like sleeping cos u jus wanna nurse those little wounds T.T i see those holes and bloodclots and im like, oh my poor mouth /sayang. as though it doesnt belong to me. i aint upset about pain cos there isnt any, i just feel guilty doing these things to my poor mouth, teeth n gums, as though they have a lifeform of their own. they just look...a little sad to me now.
lol. im kinda weird. alright. see you goodbye plenty to catch up tonight o dear!!
/sayang toothless gums. i hope u recover soon so i can eat anything i want happily soon. but meanwhile i will take goodcare of you okay, so bloodclots be good and stay in there! :D