Life update! o/
I officially only use Lj for checking Russia-sushi but none of the fics I read are being updated so it's kinda pointless, yeaaaahh!
But seriously, I think things are going to get better! :D
The last few weeks were just DEPRESSING and all I did was fight with my mom but yesterday she informed me she got a job so she'll most likely be less irritable! she's so happy we're already planning to go to Disney next week XD
And then the week after that is my audition for a high school I want to get into (if we do end up moving) so that's a little nerve racking... I just realized I have to get ready for that..... and I have less than 2 weeks............. D: *le sobs*
now on to cheesy, love life times, if you don't care don't bother continuing XD (would put under cut, but can't on iPad.... ;; )
Recently my one friend become a huge part of my life~ I find it funny how she came in at this time of my life and I met her through shear coincidence but I find it amazing I might /truly/ be falling for her...
The things she does and says to me, I love each and every thing ;w;
She's so nice and smoothers me with love, I just can't handle it...
I find myself just thinking about her all the time and wonder if I've already fallen for her, but am just trying to take things slow because, really, it's only been 2 months since I've known her and 1 since we really started talking...
I also worry if I'm just convincing myself this is "love" because she loves me, when it may only be a 'liking' as one likes a friend.... (I know my feelings for her are stronger than JUST a friend, but...)
orz I don't know what to do....
I just don't want to keep her hanging for months while I decide how I feel xD;;;
OH OKAY, EBI'S RANT AT 2AM IS DONE, THANK YOU <3
But seriously, I think things are going to get better! :D
The last few weeks were just DEPRESSING and all I did was fight with my mom but yesterday she informed me she got a job so she'll most likely be less irritable! she's so happy we're already planning to go to Disney next week XD
And then the week after that is my audition for a high school I want to get into (if we do end up moving) so that's a little nerve racking... I just realized I have to get ready for that..... and I have less than 2 weeks............. D: *le sobs*
now on to cheesy, love life times, if you don't care don't bother continuing XD (would put under cut, but can't on iPad.... ;; )
Recently my one friend become a huge part of my life~ I find it funny how she came in at this time of my life and I met her through shear coincidence but I find it amazing I might /truly/ be falling for her...
The things she does and says to me, I love each and every thing ;w;
She's so nice and smoothers me with love, I just can't handle it...
I find myself just thinking about her all the time and wonder if I've already fallen for her, but am just trying to take things slow because, really, it's only been 2 months since I've known her and 1 since we really started talking...
I also worry if I'm just convincing myself this is "love" because she loves me, when it may only be a 'liking' as one likes a friend.... (I know my feelings for her are stronger than JUST a friend, but...)
orz I don't know what to do....
I just don't want to keep her hanging for months while I decide how I feel xD;;;
OH OKAY, EBI'S RANT AT 2AM IS DONE, THANK YOU <3