Nov 29, 2008 04:05
Today I just IS SO HAPPY. hehehe. I R BABOON!
I went to this party and we smoked a little and I got munchees, bad really. I ate some nuts and a half banana. I drank one beer, which I really didn't think I was enjoying a lot. Maybe I just wanted boooz. I've eaten today a lot of this smoked salmon and then some tea and. well, I've eaten a very large amount today. Since theres some liquorice what I'm pretty foennndd offff.
I think right nowadays i'm pretty static. SCATIC. If I just calmed down, I bet I would show some lack of inspiration. But the funniest thing is that, I don't have to and it's very impossible. Ok I'm not that bad. I've had more expressivity and I've progressed in my paintings.
Now I'm too conscious sometimes to have this image. This image that I will make exist. Today, I was chillin' out at the party. A really cute and small (used to be anorexic) boy hardly knowing to speak anymore. He was just zoning where the walls meet the floor. He was so pretty but disturbing since I really felt bad for his state. Well.. Then he shouted around dizzzzeeeely: "AM I BEAUTIFUL, SAY I AM?" like begging. I was like, "yeah youre."
I think it was confusing too that there were so, so many people and they all wanted the different music, the different mood. Quite awkward. So we listened to some Pharcyde, Moloko's bad ones, though I like some of her's, then some jane's addiction, joy division and barbra streisand.
I enjoyed, a bit too much may-bee? Cause now I don't count anymore how many of those licorice I've smashed.
I don't want to die. Guess. I think I'm happy.
Tomorrow it's got to be less food. I hope I don't get too tired and hyper at the same time. I hope I don't get them munchees so bad as today. I wan't to fly from joy, still.
ANYONE ELSE HAPPY?