All that glitters is not gold.....

[ebadger]

My lungs still burn I have begun to walk again. I miss walking it helps me get air in my lungs and lets my blood flow. Of course that still has not happened in the biological sense. I am stressing over the fact I can't seem to focus on my essay for my application. So many years away and I am almost completely illiterate. The sun seems to be setting at one today. Its okay I can warm my evenings with leonard cohen poems. There was a new woman in my dreams the last two nights. I don't know who she is. It bothers me. All these new players in my game perhaps I am being punished for my evils. I wish to drink but I sway away from it. It is best for me to avoid it lest my guards fall and weakness consumes me. Another walk perhaps me.

God give them wisdom that have it; and those that are fools, let them use their talents.