Feb 02, 2005 18:20
Have you ever had that feeling that you are plummiting into chaos and you cant hold onto anything or anyone to stop you from falling?? I have that feeling right now. I just feel like these unconnectes series of events have driven me back into my old ways. And back to my bad habbits, which once made me the person I now look back and dont like at all. I just am so lost and so confused these days. I am making horrible decissions, and I am dwelling on problems that arnt my own. I just feel like Alice in WonderLand. When she falls down the rabbit hole, and I know that at the bottom of this hole there is ganna be a hell of a crash and I just dont know what to do right now.