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Things are just not the same. No matter how hard i try to make them in my mind they are still what they are. Lonely, pointless and will never be what it was. It's so bad now my own brain is rejecting my passiveness to make it what i want. I dont even know what to do anymore.I feel as if i am second to something nontangible. something in my heart tells me it is but i am absent of proof. So what do i do? What do i do?