Poems... cuz u asked for more...
Mirror of Me
The way you caress me is like no other
It makes me weak to hear you say my name
You are my world.
Everything has happened so fast,
but within you i see me.
You make me different from the scared little girl that i used to be.
You make me want to challenge what life has offered me.
As corny as it seems you make me feel whole.
to me you are my shadow...
or better yet my relectionof my soul.
And in you i see the person who i want to grow with.
To be yours.
Just for us to coexist.
You are my air.
I need you moe than you will ever know...
hopefully i get granted the oppurtinity to let it show.
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this one is my favorite by far... this one i wrote when i was really really deeply crazily in love with Ray...
The Reaccuring Essence Of What I've Learned 4/22/03
Love is beauty.
It comes from your soul.
When you love someone you feel like upon you they have the strongest hold.
Love is Beauty, Power and Truth.
Love is every emotion good or bad i've ever had for you.
You make me crazy but I know i love it and couldnt do without it.
I love every inch of you... mind, body and soul.
Sometimes i fill up so much inside i begin to feel like i could explode.
I dont love you for all the things you say or do.
I love you because when I met you, you let me inside of you.
The connection we had was deep and undeniably there.
And everything that happened previosly you didnt even care.
You looked inside of my heart deep down in my soul and actually saw me.
Not the facade.
Not the mask i hide behind.
You saw me open and undefined.
I ask what is Love?
Is it the nature of individuals?
Is it something you feel?
Is it an action?
No... for me its a state of mind.
Love is not a choice.
You go through life trying to find what fits and when you do thats it.
All outside influences are just irrelavant 'cause when you have the love... nothing matters.
Nothing @ all just figuring out how to be happy.
Fuck pissing ppl off.
Loving you is crazy.
Sometimes i cant stand it.
It just becomes too much.
It gets so intense i can hardly breathe.
But then i realize what you've done to me.
My soul is new and so awake and i wanna share it with the world.
It makes me crazy because Life is not perfect and there are no guarentees.
All I know... Ill still love you if you ever stop loving me.
I want us to BE... to coexist.
For our souls to embrace each other and unite because i know me without you is wrong.
How did i find you?
I dont even deserve what GOD has blessed me with half of the time.
And he always reminds me to be greatful for all I have.
And that i am.
14 months but in so deep... MeL's growing up.
Babe i know you can see!...
I simply love you and you simply love me...
throughout all of love and life's complexities.
The way you caress me is like no other
It makes me weak to hear you say my name
You are my world.
Everything has happened so fast,
but within you i see me.
You make me different from the scared little girl that i used to be.
You make me want to challenge what life has offered me.
As corny as it seems you make me feel whole.
to me you are my shadow...
or better yet my relectionof my soul.
And in you i see the person who i want to grow with.
To be yours.
Just for us to coexist.
You are my air.
I need you moe than you will ever know...
hopefully i get granted the oppurtinity to let it show.
______________________________________________________
this one is my favorite by far... this one i wrote when i was really really deeply crazily in love with Ray...
The Reaccuring Essence Of What I've Learned 4/22/03
Love is beauty.
It comes from your soul.
When you love someone you feel like upon you they have the strongest hold.
Love is Beauty, Power and Truth.
Love is every emotion good or bad i've ever had for you.
You make me crazy but I know i love it and couldnt do without it.
I love every inch of you... mind, body and soul.
Sometimes i fill up so much inside i begin to feel like i could explode.
I dont love you for all the things you say or do.
I love you because when I met you, you let me inside of you.
The connection we had was deep and undeniably there.
And everything that happened previosly you didnt even care.
You looked inside of my heart deep down in my soul and actually saw me.
Not the facade.
Not the mask i hide behind.
You saw me open and undefined.
I ask what is Love?
Is it the nature of individuals?
Is it something you feel?
Is it an action?
No... for me its a state of mind.
Love is not a choice.
You go through life trying to find what fits and when you do thats it.
All outside influences are just irrelavant 'cause when you have the love... nothing matters.
Nothing @ all just figuring out how to be happy.
Fuck pissing ppl off.
Loving you is crazy.
Sometimes i cant stand it.
It just becomes too much.
It gets so intense i can hardly breathe.
But then i realize what you've done to me.
My soul is new and so awake and i wanna share it with the world.
It makes me crazy because Life is not perfect and there are no guarentees.
All I know... Ill still love you if you ever stop loving me.
I want us to BE... to coexist.
For our souls to embrace each other and unite because i know me without you is wrong.
How did i find you?
I dont even deserve what GOD has blessed me with half of the time.
And he always reminds me to be greatful for all I have.
And that i am.
14 months but in so deep... MeL's growing up.
Babe i know you can see!...
I simply love you and you simply love me...
throughout all of love and life's complexities.