"the enormity of my fagginess.." - Taylor.

[eatyummyglue]

I had my mother
killed from inside the womb
I had my cousins
learned only one was worth it
I had a home
moved to shithole florida
I had no friends
had nothing to lose
I had some energy
worked shit jobs all week
I had a best friend
watched him waste away
I had some clothes
lent them to a dirty bitch
I had some herb
smoked it with a waste of a crowd
I had a big brother
visited him behind steel
I had my father
fucked his mind up
I had a tiny bit of blow
snorted with the best of them
I had a couple pills
bumped them with the blonde
I had some cash
learned to be dirt
I had some more cash
and fucked a grown woman with it
I had some mentors
wiped my ass with the advice
I had a means of transportation
crashed and burned twice
I had a situation
the burn for change scarred me up
I had a little gas
drove all damn night
I had an apartment
made a major commitment
I had enough drive to make it
got a job and a bank account
I had a dream
and a person to share it with
I had a little love
and now I just need her to stay.