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My tuesday acct class got cancelled but not any of my wednesday classes, unbelievable. I havent been back home since school started and i'm so incredibly homesick. I've stopped being sad about things when i think of Adam. I actually enjoy being in my bed alone now. Although its still kinda weird flirting with guys because i keep thinking i'm being disloyol to someone...but then i realize that i'm not with anyone, so it should be alright, it's just been a while. For a while i tried answering back calls from other guys just bc i felt bad not doing so, but now i realize that you just cant do that with all of them (all of them being 2 that i'm just not interested in).
School, i didnt really bond with my professors so classes havent been as fun. but i get my shite done for all of them, so yeah
AKPsi, got nominated and elected for vice prez of operations which is awsome bc i love akpsi. but that means two meetings every week and a whole hell lotta organization. should be good for me.
I'm also thinking of rushing for a social fraternity this january, now i've got so many conflicting issues with this. Good things: meetiong new people, form friendships, trying new things, parties, dress up, i like being around girls -i went to an all girls hs i know how to handle em. I know other sophmores who are rushing. and, as much as i hate admitting it i've always had a thing for frat guys just something about those sweaters with letters. But i like all kinds of guys so whatever.
bad things: the money could easily go to supporting a small village in el salvador, i'll be forced to dress up, frat boys can be slobs, it'll take a lot of time going to all the mandatory events, few of my close friends have joined them so there'll be a lot of stigma, also there'll be fewer opportunities to hang with the people i have personally chosen versus the ones the sorority has chosen. I'll be a sophmore amidst plenty of freshman
School, i didnt really bond with my professors so classes havent been as fun. but i get my shite done for all of them, so yeah
AKPsi, got nominated and elected for vice prez of operations which is awsome bc i love akpsi. but that means two meetings every week and a whole hell lotta organization. should be good for me.
I'm also thinking of rushing for a social fraternity this january, now i've got so many conflicting issues with this. Good things: meetiong new people, form friendships, trying new things, parties, dress up, i like being around girls -i went to an all girls hs i know how to handle em. I know other sophmores who are rushing. and, as much as i hate admitting it i've always had a thing for frat guys just something about those sweaters with letters. But i like all kinds of guys so whatever.
bad things: the money could easily go to supporting a small village in el salvador, i'll be forced to dress up, frat boys can be slobs, it'll take a lot of time going to all the mandatory events, few of my close friends have joined them so there'll be a lot of stigma, also there'll be fewer opportunities to hang with the people i have personally chosen versus the ones the sorority has chosen. I'll be a sophmore amidst plenty of freshman