adam love
i love adam, we've been through like 3 days of intense discussions trying to clear some things out, and its done for now and i'm just in awe of who he is as a person. I cant stress how much effort he puts into helping me,talking to me, giving me fun little surprises, thinking of me, he's just this endless source of love and intelligence and i want him for always. i just spent the last few hours reading his ex's journal who keeps saying that he "hurt her deeply" its all lies, so when he gets back from a sorority party (caroline needed a date so i volunteered adam...he was cooperative but not looking forward to it) we're gunna do something to mess with the girl a bit, but no worries its all healthy friday fun. This sunday we're going to a BBQ at his cousin Jim's house in la Jolla i think, i'm so nervous about meeting his family, i really hope they like me and i hear a bunch of great stories from adam about them and it should be good, its a superbowl thing but i can always go off to play with his little cousins. or hang out with his mommy who likes me....or go hide in a room if i get people shy. i've been good for a whole fucking month and i have adam to thank. we went to the mall and browsed by this jewelry store that he and a friend had gone to to learn about engagement and wedding rings........eeks. those boys are unique, but i like how adam is into marriage and family and....me.