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So I got the urge to post. To vent. To write. No particular reason either. I always say I need to wrote more, whether it is just writing in here or writing a story or whatever. Havent written in here seriously in a while. Well, neither has anybody else.
Ugh, so ive been depressed and stressed and there is no reason because for the most part things are going well. I just kinda cycle through depression on a daily, weekly, and monthly basis of varying degrees.Havent seen some people in a while. Whats up with that? Well I know. Ive had class. I got a D in my english class. It sucks because it was really easy and I shoudnt have gotten less than a B but I flaked. I think I can convince the teacher to give me a C though. I need to study for my stat final tomorrow. I need an A on the final to get a B. Im not too worried. I will probably settle for a C rather than kill myself studying. This is depressing because once again, it is one of the easiest classes I have ever taken. Im jsut not cut out for school, as I have been saying for the past 2 years. The problem is I cant figure out what to do instead of school, so I stick with the easy option. I wish I felt careless, but I only feel the need to "get college over with" which is stupid. I should take some time off. I have my whole life ahead of me, but I feel like my life ends with my youth, which is soon. irrational.
Whats something cool, a cool job or anything, that youve heard of, that I can do instead of school? I have a couple ideas, but those ideas are limited to the scope of my own imagination, and I'd like to broaden the spectrum.
I wrote something else but it doesnt feel right talking about it.
Ugh, so ive been depressed and stressed and there is no reason because for the most part things are going well. I just kinda cycle through depression on a daily, weekly, and monthly basis of varying degrees.Havent seen some people in a while. Whats up with that? Well I know. Ive had class. I got a D in my english class. It sucks because it was really easy and I shoudnt have gotten less than a B but I flaked. I think I can convince the teacher to give me a C though. I need to study for my stat final tomorrow. I need an A on the final to get a B. Im not too worried. I will probably settle for a C rather than kill myself studying. This is depressing because once again, it is one of the easiest classes I have ever taken. Im jsut not cut out for school, as I have been saying for the past 2 years. The problem is I cant figure out what to do instead of school, so I stick with the easy option. I wish I felt careless, but I only feel the need to "get college over with" which is stupid. I should take some time off. I have my whole life ahead of me, but I feel like my life ends with my youth, which is soon. irrational.
Whats something cool, a cool job or anything, that youve heard of, that I can do instead of school? I have a couple ideas, but those ideas are limited to the scope of my own imagination, and I'd like to broaden the spectrum.
I wrote something else but it doesnt feel right talking about it.