Apr 08, 2004 02:22
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA
I LOVE YOU
Thanks for always being there...even though I know I deserve "I told you so."
Today was interesting. It's like recoving from a really long hard run; the more frequent you run the quicker the recovery.
I ended up laying on buells back enterence cold ass floor for an hour an a half tonight talking with Lindsey about summer staff and life in general. I discovered something talking to her about what's been going on in my life the past few days; first; I'm sad because I pushed all my friends away this semester and adopted 'new' friends aka Drews friends. Second; Don't focus on what you've lost, focus on what you've gained. Mostly; don't stress over things you can't change or do anything about because it only makes life worse. So yeah...i had some wowing thoughts that I wanted to write about..but i lost it somewhere between discussing choking on a fly and Easter dinner. So I think I'm going to call it a night; good night my beautful world.