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Jul 08, 2004 22:27

yeh im really bored and every1 online told me to h/o so i felt like updating. i havent known what is going on for like the past 4 months. my life latly has been completely going down the drain bit by bit for the longest time. nothing has gone right like ever. i cant get happy ever like i juss cant be happy every day there is somthing to be ( Read more... )

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u got off b4 i could tell u wuts wrong xdeath_angelsx July 8 2004, 21:37:47 UTC
its i have had alot going on..nd i feel like u have time 4 other ppl...cuz everytime we make plan sumthing happend..nd i feel like when i go to my dad im gunna cum bak nd we aren't gunna b best friends or even friends anymore cuz u found sum1 better than me..nd thats part of the reason i don't wanna go..nd i kno u say u love me(as a friend) but wut if thats changes?? nd im really scared thats y i cry all the time..i think im going in to depressin..nd idk wut to do..cuz im never really happy anymore..nd like i no i can always talk to u ...that ur always be here 4 me..but lasty it feels like ur leaving me behind..i kno u talked to me last night cuz i wanted to do sumthing stupid..but when ever i ask u to call me ull b like i can't but u can talk to nicole or allie cuz after i ask u ull awaymassage will b like "talking to nicole" or "talking to allie" i just feel left out..nd i don't kno wuts wrong with me...nd im scared im lossing my best friend..nd u have been my best friend 4 almost 2yrs..nd i kno i could never replace u but i feel like u could replace me like that...nd idk cuz allie nd nicole r be cumming ur good friend..nd now mayb they will becum ur best friend nd may nicole willbecum sebis g/f cuz they like each other...so idk..its like ur never there anymore when i need sum1 i mean u r sumtimes..but now i have to talk to like kmo or sum1 cuz ur not to sound like a bitch but to busy 4 me..nd it makes me scared...nd idk mayb im being stupid about this hole thing but jake its just u kinda have to kno im right about this...jake i love u (as a friend) nd i don't wanna lose u

love jess

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