Oct 21, 2010 12:40
Currently in a strange mood. Tired, but it's not normal tiredness.
It's one of those feelings where you feel like you've been beaten over the head a dozen times....you're feeling so weak that you just don't care anymore... you don't even want to bother with "not caring," even... you just exist... with a blank mind... doing small stupid pointless things that mean nothing because you don't feel like wasting your mental energy on everything else which is out of your control now... screwed up beyond repair....no energy..... no use.................. do i have brain damage? LOL