Nov 28, 2008 21:12
I am so demanding.
I am so confused.
I'm not well adjusted.
All I do is complain.
How is this going to work?
Why am I always in this place?
I don't want to live "here"
I just wanna talk.
Look at me in the eyes.
Hold me tight.
I am so selfish
I want to be number ONE.
I feel cheated, lost, and yet it is all in my mind.
Ross is here this week.
I don't know how to relax.
I can't handle "free time"
I start to feel out of control... which I am,
yet----- I should learn to enjoy.
I feel like a bad person for not having this skill
Can I become relaxable?
Isn't that what alcohol is for?
I'm confused.
Isn't there work I should do on vacation??-- that is what my brain tells me.