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only i can get out of bad at 2 am and be very mad for no appernt reason. at least not one that i see. im sure if i sit her and think it out ill figure it out. op i got it. :is quite mad:
this isnt why im mad but it will get my mind off why im mad.
seems im on another deadline. rfl. they make me laugh. this is a long one. i get a mounth this time. last time it was by christmas. but i was leaving in two days for NY so i really only had one day. they make me laugh. which causes the deadlinemakers to be annoyed, but they never hold to it. (this is working as a great distraction.) it makes me laugh ^-^. i suppose its because i always know that this deadline though fallowed by threats and stuff means nothing. they never mean the threats. i really have less than a mounth but the deadlinemakers have never been to quick to count. to be exact i have 11 days. YAY ONLY 11 DAYS! that meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns :yay: 11 days till retreat. im thrilled by that. ::gets mad again and goes back to distracting herself:: i love to think about this when im bored lol. and when im not bored but when im bored it makes me happy.
im such a emotional roller coaster lol. it makes me laugh at myself sometimes. like at 2:30 in the morning when you think everything is hilairous. but i have made an important decision! when i am an old lady im gonna have really cool hair. like hott pink and blue and stuff. im not really as tierd any more. i got up to right my news leter but i cant think of the nae of this song that i want in there so i have decided to write. it goes something like *ive been invited to come and belive the unbeliveable consive the inconsiveable and *something something* beyonde my wildest imaginantion LORD I COME WITH GREAT EXSPECTATIONS*
im a bit caught up right now. i have been the last few days. but its in a good way. lol. more goodnews. i've been feeling like i am going to pass out the last fewdays because now that im better my body is like being attacked. and i just prayed about it and as soon as i prayed i felt soo much better. that song is like my anthom. we've all gotten the invataion, to worship an Awesome God (ie my newspapers name =D ) and i feel almost like ive acepted it all over again. =D. i love god lol. aj asked me something the other day it made me laugh. we were trying to think of something i can go to collage and study and he goes "what do you like?" and quickly adds "that is a subject in school" lol. he loves that im a jesus freak =P. im going to type some stuff from a book soon. i folded the pages over =). i dont know what it is about the left behind books that get me so fired up. i guess just people non stop spreading the word. man i wish a lot that was something i could do for a living lol. well im gonna go read =) night... sortttttta. i love my parents "who else is possibly online that late" as theres still like 40 people signed on.
this isnt why im mad but it will get my mind off why im mad.
seems im on another deadline. rfl. they make me laugh. this is a long one. i get a mounth this time. last time it was by christmas. but i was leaving in two days for NY so i really only had one day. they make me laugh. which causes the deadlinemakers to be annoyed, but they never hold to it. (this is working as a great distraction.) it makes me laugh ^-^. i suppose its because i always know that this deadline though fallowed by threats and stuff means nothing. they never mean the threats. i really have less than a mounth but the deadlinemakers have never been to quick to count. to be exact i have 11 days. YAY ONLY 11 DAYS! that meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns :yay: 11 days till retreat. im thrilled by that. ::gets mad again and goes back to distracting herself:: i love to think about this when im bored lol. and when im not bored but when im bored it makes me happy.
im such a emotional roller coaster lol. it makes me laugh at myself sometimes. like at 2:30 in the morning when you think everything is hilairous. but i have made an important decision! when i am an old lady im gonna have really cool hair. like hott pink and blue and stuff. im not really as tierd any more. i got up to right my news leter but i cant think of the nae of this song that i want in there so i have decided to write. it goes something like *ive been invited to come and belive the unbeliveable consive the inconsiveable and *something something* beyonde my wildest imaginantion LORD I COME WITH GREAT EXSPECTATIONS*
im a bit caught up right now. i have been the last few days. but its in a good way. lol. more goodnews. i've been feeling like i am going to pass out the last fewdays because now that im better my body is like being attacked. and i just prayed about it and as soon as i prayed i felt soo much better. that song is like my anthom. we've all gotten the invataion, to worship an Awesome God (ie my newspapers name =D ) and i feel almost like ive acepted it all over again. =D. i love god lol. aj asked me something the other day it made me laugh. we were trying to think of something i can go to collage and study and he goes "what do you like?" and quickly adds "that is a subject in school" lol. he loves that im a jesus freak =P. im going to type some stuff from a book soon. i folded the pages over =). i dont know what it is about the left behind books that get me so fired up. i guess just people non stop spreading the word. man i wish a lot that was something i could do for a living lol. well im gonna go read =) night... sortttttta. i love my parents "who else is possibly online that late" as theres still like 40 people signed on.