sad days
I know.. i dont post all that often, and when i do.. it's never real enjoable reading.. *sigh*
but here it goes.. i'll keep it short.
not sure what in my life i did wrong. 2 people, i never yelled at, never did anything bad to , decided to just drop out. Never knew them all that well, but I enjoyed the little time we talked or spent together.
just said, not in common, or many other things.. i disagree. But what am i to do. The typical stories of stalking or repedadly calling never does any good. so just to leave it on the note that it's on and not to make it fall any further, i just bow out. hate to say it, after some of the shit that has been in my life, that many people would think is worse. this seems to be the worst thing that has happend. Death I have been able to handle, arguments I have been able to get overwith, decite and dishonesty I have overcome. but this just takes the cake. no idea..
if you read this, and know who you are. A little closure would be nice. it's expected and truly appericated.
untill then, there will be a hole in my life that will seem to plague me for the rest of it.
Good bye. and I hope that everything is good.
e.b.
but here it goes.. i'll keep it short.
not sure what in my life i did wrong. 2 people, i never yelled at, never did anything bad to , decided to just drop out. Never knew them all that well, but I enjoyed the little time we talked or spent together.
just said, not in common, or many other things.. i disagree. But what am i to do. The typical stories of stalking or repedadly calling never does any good. so just to leave it on the note that it's on and not to make it fall any further, i just bow out. hate to say it, after some of the shit that has been in my life, that many people would think is worse. this seems to be the worst thing that has happend. Death I have been able to handle, arguments I have been able to get overwith, decite and dishonesty I have overcome. but this just takes the cake. no idea..
if you read this, and know who you are. A little closure would be nice. it's expected and truly appericated.
untill then, there will be a hole in my life that will seem to plague me for the rest of it.
Good bye. and I hope that everything is good.
e.b.