this is a problem.
it all started with trying to write my college applications essays, and it hasnt stopped since.
i havent been this upset since freshman year.
freshman year was my breaking point: insommnia, depression, 88 lbs, and 50 thousand meds to control myself.
i thought i was done with this shit. obviously not.
im back to the repetitive crying cycles along with being detrimental to others. i dont want to loose anyone, brett especially.
my dad thinks i should start taking zoloft again, but that makes me feel weak and as if i dont know how to control my emotions.
in addition, im not eating, and i havent had an appetite in 2 days.
help.
and on top of all that, i still havent done anything for my college applications.
i havent been this upset since freshman year.
freshman year was my breaking point: insommnia, depression, 88 lbs, and 50 thousand meds to control myself.
i thought i was done with this shit. obviously not.
im back to the repetitive crying cycles along with being detrimental to others. i dont want to loose anyone, brett especially.
my dad thinks i should start taking zoloft again, but that makes me feel weak and as if i dont know how to control my emotions.
in addition, im not eating, and i havent had an appetite in 2 days.
help.
and on top of all that, i still havent done anything for my college applications.