I'm just terrified now about moving. Leaving, as I think of it. This week, have booked up for lunch with lovely Gail from 'Tis Pity, and my friend Flow who will talk lots (she's just got back from a round world trip) and take my mind off things. Get a send off dinner at Alex's on Friday- I miss him so much, it's agony. The one person who could ( Read more... )

V scary prospect that in a week, this house that I've lived in for 18 years will not be Home anymore, in the strictest sense. Have spent ages packing all my clothes into suitcases...my Dad seems to forget that I do actually have a week at home left in which I need to be clothed.

Man came over last night too and I think he's starting to downright ( Read more... )

Sat, met up with White Darkness friends in Covent Garden, which was so nice. It all came back so clearly, those 3 weeks of creating a really atmospheric play. And everyone seems to be having great fun doing what they're doing. A-level results came out on Thursday and my friend Nicole got all As but it's Jess (yes the ex) I'm scared for as she ( Read more... )

I was never a good maker of TO-DO lists. What I love is TO-DONE lists.

What I wanted out of my gap year:

Travel to exotic places. No! Well. My friend Nicki and I went over to Japan in August but that was before my official gap year began. I planned on doing a TEFL course but...I am not cut out to be a teacher.

Get a job. Part time stuff. Did good ( Read more... )

Bitchpies indeed. I failed my driving pratical today because of a lousy reverse round a corner. Ye Practical Driving Failure salutes thee. But have already booked my new one so...I can fail sooner!

Been home alone the past couple of days whilst the pez frequent a festival aka Mum talking to schoolkids. Freaked my dog out doing audition speeches ( Read more... )

 Drama School (in order of where I want to go most)Application Submitted?1Royal Academy of Dramatic ArtsApps not open till Oct 1st2Juilliard (US)YES3Bristol Old VicYES 4MountviewYES5CentralUCAS apps not open till Sept 15th6Rose BrufordUCAS apps not open till Sept 15th       Audition SpeechesLearnt yet?modAmadeus, SalieriYESclasWinter's Tale, ( Read more... )

You know, I genuinely foresee killing myself for hating how I look. Not a very glam death, but whatever, yeah, I hate myself. I try to imagine that now and then it gets better but no, actually it's still the same face. I honest to God don't know what to do. I would love plastic surgery but then my genes are shit and there's just so much to work ( Read more... )

Big hugs to  
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My parents rented me a house in beautiful Bath Spa and, as per Katie's request, I shall post piccies here.


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Yay, am 18 today! Yayness. I can finally...erm, well I don't drink. Oh! But I can...well, I don't want to get married.
Nonetheless, is nice to be here. (Yes, Katie, I promise to post pics soon) :D

Happy last day of Hannukah too!