Feb 20, 2004 20:24
What do I have to say for today. I am offically certified in CPR. I feel like an idiot but I am. JT, who I know I asked to come home alone nd I dodnt care if zck came with him, but I asked him Jackie didnt. Geuss who was with him when I got home?? Zack AND Jackie!!!! Well, its official. Plan A is going to happen, and if that doesnt work I have a whole hell of alot more to go around him. I men sure I only have until August but, shit happens, right?
ANYWAYS
Enough about him. I am sick of talking about him. I wan Krystal to spend the night tomorrow. It'll be more fun than when she came over and di homework. This time I wont have to worry about JT comming home because he wont even be here. YAY!!
I think I have a guardian Angel. I cant tell you wht his name is but, I forgot to call him today. He is My New Amazing. I love him but not like that. I dont even know what I mean by that. I just know I have a really good friend, and I have had him for years without me even relizing it. I could kick myself. He could have helped me through so much. It's not fair to him at all. Hes not the greatest but hes my guardian angel. Thats all that matters.