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well,
I almost had the thought of crying over JT today but, I stoped myself because its not worth it. Why didnt anyone tell me this before hand? Naaaa, ya probably tried to but I wouldnt listen. Oh well, ya gotta learn one way or the other, right?
Krystal,
I did try to call you and I dont remeber if you tried to call back. I geuss, for right now, we are gonna have to play phone tag till we can talk. You did kinda sound dumb when you said you werent gonna fight with me over the comp and proceeded to write back like 5 times. That was stupid.
JT,
I dont know if you read this, have ever read this, or will ever read this but, I dont care anymore. Oh well, guys make promises that they cant make. Everyone does. I mean some do try more than others but, hey. Shit happens, right? I dont want you to think I hate you because I cant. I do love you because you dont stop loving someone when you really do love them. I never stoped loving you, and never loved you less. I lied when I said I didnt love you as much. I wish you the best of luck in the air force, and I hope you realize that you have lost the best thing that happened to you. Oh well, I geuss you just dont value things like other people. No big deal. You will someday. But, who knows, someday could be too late, right? right.
Trisha,
PLease becareful with whatever you are going to do. I really havent told anyone and wont mation it, I just want you to be careful and if you need me Im at the same house I wasd when we were 6 and you needed me. I geuss Im cursed to stay there.
Well, gotta go. Teresa wants to go to bed.
ME
I almost had the thought of crying over JT today but, I stoped myself because its not worth it. Why didnt anyone tell me this before hand? Naaaa, ya probably tried to but I wouldnt listen. Oh well, ya gotta learn one way or the other, right?
Krystal,
I did try to call you and I dont remeber if you tried to call back. I geuss, for right now, we are gonna have to play phone tag till we can talk. You did kinda sound dumb when you said you werent gonna fight with me over the comp and proceeded to write back like 5 times. That was stupid.
JT,
I dont know if you read this, have ever read this, or will ever read this but, I dont care anymore. Oh well, guys make promises that they cant make. Everyone does. I mean some do try more than others but, hey. Shit happens, right? I dont want you to think I hate you because I cant. I do love you because you dont stop loving someone when you really do love them. I never stoped loving you, and never loved you less. I lied when I said I didnt love you as much. I wish you the best of luck in the air force, and I hope you realize that you have lost the best thing that happened to you. Oh well, I geuss you just dont value things like other people. No big deal. You will someday. But, who knows, someday could be too late, right? right.
Trisha,
PLease becareful with whatever you are going to do. I really havent told anyone and wont mation it, I just want you to be careful and if you need me Im at the same house I wasd when we were 6 and you needed me. I geuss Im cursed to stay there.
Well, gotta go. Teresa wants to go to bed.
ME