wonder why
Has anyone ever wondered why so many people you use to think were cool now suck? I
do. Not really close friends, or even if I can call them that anymore, but, just
people you thought were so cool and you always thought they had themselves together.
I geuss I expect much more out of life than what I have myself or around me. I dont
know why when we're growing up that we're taught that the world is peachy and no
one can hurt you. Well, who ever said that are liars. I mean, so many people live a
sugar coated life. They dont know the real world. They know that they can come home
and the only thing they have to worry about is if the guy they like even looks t
them at school. I know a few people who know how I feel. Rashelle, Trisha, like I
said a few, but I dont really know about the rest of my friends. I never really
asked or anything. I dont know. Everyone thinks there life is so horrible. I love my
life. Even if I dont talk to the people I use to, or I dont do as many things as I
use to. Thats ok with me. I dont know about other people but, oh well. I mean, I
hope no one expects there life to stay the same year after year. It would be so
boring. I know who I can count now, and I am glad I can. Oh well, had to get that
off my mind. If anyone takes an offense to it, sorry. Shit happens, and then you
die, right? I think so, and it doesnt bother me a bit. ; )