For Jolie and Naomi
Ok, here it is!
Before i left, me and Dameon were doing fine. I was callin him all the time, he was callin me, we talked online, and i always had a note from him. Now, no one is callin anyone, he doesnt write e-mails anymore, and he is never online. I know he is busy with football, and school i guess, but i mean, i have a feelin im losin him. We never talk anymore. A couple of days ago, i was thinkin to myself, should i break up with him, or should i continue to live like this, wondering where he at, and what he doin. This isnt fair to me. And i have no idea what the hell he doin out there, cuz he dont talk to me anymore.
For someone who is so sure he wants to marry me, and have a family with me, he has one hell of way of showin he even wants me in his life right now!
I have tried to not let this bother me, but i cant do it anymore. He turns 18 soon, and i told myself, i wasnt going to call him till he tells me what the fuck is going on! Im not about to play the same games i played with LeRon, now with Dameon. Im not gonna do it. Hes more mature, and i have more trust im Dameon...well...right now, i dont trust him for a second!
HELP ME! WHAT SHOULD I DO???