Apr 22, 2011 03:18
Oh yes, thursday going onto friday. No, it's friday already! >:O While the weekends spells a sigh of relief and sleep-in weekends for most people, I am going to drag myself out of bed at four thirty and yes... leave the house at 5:15am.
Saturday's like the hell day of my week. The 'monday blue' of my week, as with mondays are dreadful for everyone. Yes, rowing, yes. Not that I hate rowing on Saturdays, but my lungs are just not up to standard, neither are my lats, quads, glutes, tri, biceps and whatever ceps' you call em'. But I know with every saturday, I am becoming stronger, if i pull through trainings. So there's something really exciting going on this Saturday. Wait. Exciting is not the word. Exhausting, lung petrifying! Ugh. 2k Ergometer test. 7:46minutes. 1:55 splits. 28 for stroke rate.
It's like pure hard pulls and very heavy breathing, confused breathing somewhere into the 4th minute or something. It's gonna be my first 2k ergo test, oh what the hell gwen. I give myself this saturday to achieve a timing, and if I don't' hit it. If by the 2nd ergo test, I don't get even a C3 timing, i'd kick myself out of the team. I should, :(
It's not really going to happen.
Because I am going to hit C3 or better.
So I spend thursday with a bunch of lovely people and I know we are going to see alot of one another. Like, really often. But I like how they remind me of happiness and how comfortable can hanging out be again. Thank you! Especially when you do not need to hold anything back, you can fart whenever you want, how loud or how smelly it can get. You can eat like a cow, and not worry about a thing. I think if these hangouts are absent and when rowing picks up its intensity, i'd probably just lose myself and my happy mental. Rowing sucks the hell out of you sometimes that you spend alot of time alone fighting in your boat(s), that you pretty much think that spending time alone whether fighting or on cloud 9 is actually normal. No, it's not. I hope hangouts will still be there when school and rowing picks up, and if i get a car soon. I cannot go out and galavant. Hahaha, galavant. With the obscure foodstalls or whatever ... I know I'd visit every stall that sells yogurt. ;)
Oh yea, back to 'can you sleep without the sheets?' I never really thought i was such a frisky little annoying sleeper. Until yesterday. Apparently my sheets, okay blanket, got kicked away or it miraculously just drew itself to the floors. I get so annoyed when I don't have the sheets over me, I feel ... cold! Not-a-very-nice-feeling-you-know. I woke up as such a retarded angsty girl! I mean... it feels really warm and nice and fuzzy with the sheets. I know, you must be going, 'Why don't you just off the aircon then.' NO! It's not that... it's just nice having something to wrap around you. I know if i do switch off the chill machine, i'll still have the sheets over me. Maybe not up to my neck... half. Half leg, half hand, whatever you can imagine. I just love having something around me... Maybe it just reflects reality as well. I really enjoy hugs. :) Anyway ... so can you sleep without the sheets?