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It's almost, ALMOST raining right now, and frankly, it's breaking my heart. I am feeling the tension in the clouds like I'm feeling it in my body. I feel so shattered after that evil entity fucked my entire body and being over the other night, and it NEEDS to rain, it NEEDS to be released. I NEED to have a period. I NEED to throw up. I need to squeeze all the toothpaste out of the tube and I need to squish a pimple. I want to be on the floor, matter being expelled from every orifice, with all my skin slashed up to let the organs out. Sounds gruesome and messy but I just don't want anything inside my skin anymore, it's all poisonous.
Let it rain! Watching the clouds like this is exhausting.
Let it rain! Watching the clouds like this is exhausting.