May 17, 2005 16:23
today was great
once again found out who my real friends are.
its funny how people act like hero's
and use catchy little threats
to try and look cool and try to feel good about themselves
by expressing their manly rage on a tranquil guy.
i don't mind though
i never valued them
and it makes me feel wonderful knowing that they were the people keeping me down
and makin me feel horrible all along, and it wasnt just in my head.
i dont mind the terms that im on
i just wish it woulda happend sooner
but it's really great cause its made me get off my lazy ass
and makes me socialize. and im havin alot more fun now than i ever did.
my throat hurts from laughing
and my stomach's upset from anticipation.
i feel like doin something productive