Drag your halo through the mud
i have a sore throat and i didnt go to school today. i hate waking up sick, ur so miserable you dont want to move but you know every minute you stay laying there you will feel worse. i wish i could sleep forever. so lately nuthin has been goin on im doin bad in school with the no credit's n shit so i figure 'why try' if im not ganna get the credit anyway so w/e fuck school im not ganna go thru the ''appeal process'' cause i would have to do it thru an AP and they dont like me. they just care about their stupid fucking numbers not about the kids. ive been having really weird dreams and theyre sorta explaining myself to me they exagerate the thoughts i have in the back of my head that i put aside and they make me think. its kinda weird cause how can i not know what i feel untill i am told by my own dreams, its like i know all along what i feel and why but i dont notice conciencly it has to be brought to my attention through my dreams. it reminds me of lyrics from a song off of the 'human'
In dreams my thoughts take their form
To give memories identity
its funny how there can be a song for every ocasion, its comforting -- it gets me to think maybe people who write these songs feel the same things that i feel, but the cynical side of me just makes me think that maybe they dont know and they were just trying to find words to go with the song.
if i only never had a cynical side and optomism was my only feeling.
hopefully im still sick tomorrow so i dont gotta go to school.
In dreams my thoughts take their form
To give memories identity
its funny how there can be a song for every ocasion, its comforting -- it gets me to think maybe people who write these songs feel the same things that i feel, but the cynical side of me just makes me think that maybe they dont know and they were just trying to find words to go with the song.
if i only never had a cynical side and optomism was my only feeling.
hopefully im still sick tomorrow so i dont gotta go to school.