I'm usually more charismatic than this

Mar 04, 2011 15:56

Thought I'd at least try to write something for a change. Mostly because tumblr seems to be down and I can't seem to leave the computer and I just finished reading a long fic and am not in a mood to start reading another just now and I don't want to watch any shows either so that leaves me here updating a rather neglected LJ account. Also I guess it'd be good for my English skillz (lol wat skills) to start writing here regularly again. Also vesiheinikki recently started updating her LJ again and ashtray_g has been updating hers all along and le_purestatic seems to lead a life more interesting than I ever will and... what's my point again. Anyway, an entry. Yes.

So uhhhh.

I've been doing rather a lot of thinking the past... half a year I suppose, mostly about myself because that's how self-centered I am it seems. I'm still not quite through my existential crisis but what I do know is that I'm still an INTP, still a bit eccentric, and still haven't got the foggiest idea what I possibly want to do with my life. I've been trying to figure out what I'd like to study in the future but as my two favourite subjects are a) history and b) English it's been a bit useless since I don't want to be a teacher, ever, NEVER, and if I studied either of those I'd probably become one. It doesn't help the least that I just turned 18 a couple of weeks back and everyone's been asking (ever more than usual) about ~my future plans~ THAT ARE NON-EXISTENT AS EVER OK STOP ASKING WILL YOU PLEASE.

Anyway that's not really interesting is it. I haven't been that interesting lately and my life hasn't been very exciting either and my activities even less so. I've been reading a lot. Just finished Making History by Stephen Fry, and god did I like that book. I was certain I'd enjoy it since I knew there'd be history and alternative history and a bit scifi and a bit romance included and his usage of language is just delightful etc, and I wasn't disappointed. (Speaking of Stephen Fry, I've been watching some Jeeves and Wooster again and Bertie is seriously starting to affect my inner voice every now and then :-----D).

What else? Uhhhh. I'm torn between wanting to go to a bar with a friend and wanting to watch (the second series of) Doctor Who tonight. I've already got a slight headache from yesterday which I think is just ridiculous considering I hardly drank at all (I have a tendecy to get most terrible hangovers though, so apparently my body uses every possible opportunity to make me feel sick). It could be fun though, he's the most flamboyant drunk I've ever seen, but there'd be people and shitty music and I don't have much money to begin with.

Anyway, tv! I've been watching lots of it lately. Finally started watching Black Books, and I love Bernard. Obviously I do, how could I not. Also been watching Black Adder (I love s4, LOVE IT ok) and QI and re-re-rewatching Doctor Who and Star Trek TOS and Sherlock (which I still love obsessively). I did mention my life is interesting, right?

Um that's it I guess. Tumblr is still down and I'm still bored. SUCCESS.

what is this waste of words, go and do something useful now ok

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