mm a huge update
LOONG TIME NO BLOG
Current mood: cold
I'm feeling down..perhaps this will help me be more chipper
So I'm here in what will soon be my new home. Edmonton. I'll be honest..as excited as I am to get out of fortmac, edmonton is not where I want to be either. It will be grand because all my girlies are here..but the oppertunity is in NEWYORK. that is where I will be one day. No questions, but I suppose it must be one step at a time. This summer has not been so great. Lets see..start it off with a mental breakdown cuz of my hidious teachers...(ok i love them but finals and critiques suck)..then a break up..which is a blessing..but the stalking part of it is wort of annoying..(gotta love it when you come home at 5am from a night of bliss, and then your ex is waiting for you in his car which now reminds me of a shark), I'm in edmonton now...so broke I had to get my parents to wire me money...and on my way to jasper in a just a few hours where it is forcasted to rain all weekend...there goes my plans for horseback riding. booo. Perhaps I'm just grumpy because I'm coughing up buckets of phlem. I'm also sad because (recall the night of bliss untill 5am) yeah that guy seems to have dropped off the face of the planet with not even a call.....but his voice mail says: but if this is anna call me at *** ****. But then agian that has been on there for quite a while....but he hasnt changed it? maybe he lost his phone? I dunno...it makes me sad tho....
ohn a halarious note....Ezzie's...many many $s spent...a junior high crush...oh T.Chase....hahaha OOOHHH man...majorly rough morning.
what else is new...ummmm I miss Saskatchewan sooo much...I dont think I'm going to get to regina which is sad...or saskatoon which is even sadder. I hate being a broke student. it makes me wonder if I'll be able to handle a whole life time of being a starving artist....(what a negative thought.....I WILL BE A SUCCESS...i hope)
I'm going to do a quick talley of my debts.
600$ to amanda for Passion Party started kit.
270$ to my father for bailing me out whilest in Edmonton
30$ to my mommy...for the remainder of the phone bill
Total 900$ my dear god...
PLUS i have to save another...at least 6000 for my tuition..unless I get that damn scholarship...fingers crossed that would be the best thing in the world.
not to mention the cost of living bymyself...
ugh...
see I thought this would make me feel better...I DONT.
oh self pitty....
oh a happy note..I wnet for a very lovely 12 minute tan and pedicure...Bryan would be proud. :)
another happy note..TYLER CALLED ME!!! eeeeeek...(this is a very very exciting thing...you see tyler is quite possibly the most fantastic human ever. Not only does he listen to wicked music..he never ditches out...always calls when he says he will...has awesome friends (Andy Q whome i love dearly), is very friendly, and will also be living in edmonton once school starts again) HAPPY DAYS OH HAPPY DAYS!
I feel much better...
oh a new goal...be unattatched to my cell phone...
LOVE YOU ALL
BANANA (see i knew this would help)
Current mood: cold
I'm feeling down..perhaps this will help me be more chipper
So I'm here in what will soon be my new home. Edmonton. I'll be honest..as excited as I am to get out of fortmac, edmonton is not where I want to be either. It will be grand because all my girlies are here..but the oppertunity is in NEWYORK. that is where I will be one day. No questions, but I suppose it must be one step at a time. This summer has not been so great. Lets see..start it off with a mental breakdown cuz of my hidious teachers...(ok i love them but finals and critiques suck)..then a break up..which is a blessing..but the stalking part of it is wort of annoying..(gotta love it when you come home at 5am from a night of bliss, and then your ex is waiting for you in his car which now reminds me of a shark), I'm in edmonton now...so broke I had to get my parents to wire me money...and on my way to jasper in a just a few hours where it is forcasted to rain all weekend...there goes my plans for horseback riding. booo. Perhaps I'm just grumpy because I'm coughing up buckets of phlem. I'm also sad because (recall the night of bliss untill 5am) yeah that guy seems to have dropped off the face of the planet with not even a call.....but his voice mail says: but if this is anna call me at *** ****. But then agian that has been on there for quite a while....but he hasnt changed it? maybe he lost his phone? I dunno...it makes me sad tho....
ohn a halarious note....Ezzie's...many many $s spent...a junior high crush...oh T.Chase....hahaha OOOHHH man...majorly rough morning.
what else is new...ummmm I miss Saskatchewan sooo much...I dont think I'm going to get to regina which is sad...or saskatoon which is even sadder. I hate being a broke student. it makes me wonder if I'll be able to handle a whole life time of being a starving artist....(what a negative thought.....I WILL BE A SUCCESS...i hope)
I'm going to do a quick talley of my debts.
600$ to amanda for Passion Party started kit.
270$ to my father for bailing me out whilest in Edmonton
30$ to my mommy...for the remainder of the phone bill
Total 900$ my dear god...
PLUS i have to save another...at least 6000 for my tuition..unless I get that damn scholarship...fingers crossed that would be the best thing in the world.
not to mention the cost of living bymyself...
ugh...
see I thought this would make me feel better...I DONT.
oh self pitty....
oh a happy note..I wnet for a very lovely 12 minute tan and pedicure...Bryan would be proud. :)
another happy note..TYLER CALLED ME!!! eeeeeek...(this is a very very exciting thing...you see tyler is quite possibly the most fantastic human ever. Not only does he listen to wicked music..he never ditches out...always calls when he says he will...has awesome friends (Andy Q whome i love dearly), is very friendly, and will also be living in edmonton once school starts again) HAPPY DAYS OH HAPPY DAYS!
I feel much better...
oh a new goal...be unattatched to my cell phone...
LOVE YOU ALL
BANANA (see i knew this would help)