Dec 02, 2005 08:30
ugh
and after my break down las tnight
who showed up at my house but Matt Himself
"I just wanted to hear your voice"
now being in the vulnrable state I saw, I granted his request and went outside to talk
WHICH KILLED ME
hes over me
totally
that hurts
at the same time I am getting over him quite quickly, but he beat me and that makes me mad
thankfully Julien came to the rescue and listened to me cry untill twenty after 5 in the morning.
He is great
anyways I'm relaly tired today
ugh
and now I have to restart my detox which is going ot be super hard especially when Matt shows up at random times at my house.
Anna