Nov 02, 2005 17:30
So I'm sick yet again
I think its stress
this is like the forth day I've threw up for no reason. and I'm not pregnate..I already checked that one
I'm so stressed about Matt
I love him so much, but at the same time I've been happier with other ppl...but then I question that with, but u grow to love ppl..and it takes work
I dont know and school is so hard. I'm going ot have a break down.
I cry alot now. I'm probably dehydrated from it.
I'm stressed about my acting project cuz I dont think I can do it...I mean I KNOW i can..but its such a hard process
rehursal tonight..gah...upset stomach...hungry but ccant eat
man I dont even have the energy to stand up right. my first calss of the day always drains me after the first hour..and I eat breakfast and everything..I odnt know I'm just in a bad state right now
on a happy note! KIM IS HERE ON THE 11TH! thank god and then back on the 25th..yay a friend!!
time to go
anna