Aug 18, 2005 12:52
so I'm Torn
J or Matt?
see I'm so in love with matt, but as L.H says, what does he have to offer me? I'VE NEVER REALLY FELT THIS WAY ABOUT ANYONE. I didnt fall in love with him. but I love him. I'm not infatuated with him, as I was with my only other serious boyfriend. I know the feeling is pure. Its not result of him doing things for me or buying stuff..I'm just really in love with HIM.
BUt waht does he have to give...not a whole lot...I mean yes hes fun to be with , but what are his goals in life? I dunno...its so hard we both really want to work things out...can we get around the whole issue of my parents?
and J
so easy to get along with. I can talk to him with out any awkwardness, hes easy going. Seems happy most of the time. I'm soo comfortable with him, I can to him about anything. and I'm curious about him.
but I cannot have both..
RANDONA!!! WHERE ARE YOU? I need your wisdom